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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Monday, February 11, 2008
Too late
Today is the start of my attachment.
I was excited, can't wait to experience a grown up life, filled with freedom and ability to satisfy my material needs. But I realized, it takes a lot to achieve that, both physically and mentally.
I don't know why, but I think I've turned weaker.
Working isn't like what I've always imagined...
Talkin' 'bout the journey to work. Hmph. No car, okay, fine, I take it as it is BUT the squishy squashy kiasu freaks at the train station during the rush hour, I can't take it anymore. Every morning. I can picture it even though it's the first day of my work. Every morning. No way.
Then, I entered the building, telling myself that it's not bad, everything will be fine. And it turned out the opposite. The bright office lights and the solemn atmosphere were just pathetic. I started to doubt my choice of studies. Why did I take Accountancy & Finance? I was too careless, I didn't love myself enough to think of my future. I have totally no idea how am I gonna survive being an accountant/auditor. It's... it's... it's just... fucking boring.(sorry, I find the F word the strongest word to describe its boredom).
I don't wanna spend my life worrying if this company's figure will tally with the consolidated shit shit shit shit shit I DONT' WANT :( :( :( :(
DON'T WANT :( Am I too weak for this? Why are my other friends doing well? Why are they able to tolerate the idea of such a boring/mundane/repetitive profession.
I can't do anything, I'm too weak. I should just be a housewife.
I was excited, can't wait to experience a grown up life, filled with freedom and ability to satisfy my material needs. But I realized, it takes a lot to achieve that, both physically and mentally.
I don't know why, but I think I've turned weaker.
Working isn't like what I've always imagined...
Talkin' 'bout the journey to work. Hmph. No car, okay, fine, I take it as it is BUT the squishy squashy kiasu freaks at the train station during the rush hour, I can't take it anymore. Every morning. I can picture it even though it's the first day of my work. Every morning. No way.
Then, I entered the building, telling myself that it's not bad, everything will be fine. And it turned out the opposite. The bright office lights and the solemn atmosphere were just pathetic. I started to doubt my choice of studies. Why did I take Accountancy & Finance? I was too careless, I didn't love myself enough to think of my future. I have totally no idea how am I gonna survive being an accountant/auditor. It's... it's... it's just... fucking boring.(sorry, I find the F word the strongest word to describe its boredom).
I don't wanna spend my life worrying if this company's figure will tally with the consolidated shit shit shit shit shit I DONT' WANT :( :( :( :(
DON'T WANT :( Am I too weak for this? Why are my other friends doing well? Why are they able to tolerate the idea of such a boring/mundane/repetitive profession.
I can't do anything, I'm too weak. I should just be a housewife.
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